So it's nearly a week after my b-day...:sigh: another year passed, another year older. I can't believe great grandma is not here with us this year for Christmas nor to celebrate her birthday. She did live well through to her 100's. I miss her already. Every year this time, all of us would go and celebrate her b-day all as a family. Rest in peace 'Bak Bak' great grandma.
I seem to be so out of it these days. I feel that I'm wasting my life away little by little. I don't know why, but I seem to like not being at work or at school for that matter. But then again, it feels like I have accomplish nothing. I need to find something that I can make a living out of and of course find something to do in the mean time. I mean, how is it that people like me have no life, no boyfriend, and of course no money.
I seriously wish that the world doesn't need money in order to do things we want. I would so go over to the other side of the world and stay there for a year before moving on to another place. But in reality, you need money to do that. And in my current situation, I have no money.
So Christmas is coming and the New Year is just around the corner. I hope that this Christmas will be a memorable one. I hope that a new year will mean a new beginning for me. The one with the right path and all.
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