Just realized....

hmmm looks like i haven't even blogged for a year....usually it's like a few posts a year...looking back at 2013 made me think....

What have I done this past year? Anything worth appreciating? Anything that I was proud of? Anything that I might have been happy or excited about?

The answers to those questions is simple: nothing.

Ever since the start of this new job, I've been thinking alot and reading some interesting articles. I realized that I'm not doing enough. Enough for me to be content about my self. I just wish that lazy bone in me doesn't take over. There are many things out there for me to do and explore. I wasted precious time just doing what I want. I should be doing something about this but I don't have that kind of willpower.

Things I should be doing:
1) CLEANing my room :) (I don't get why can't I have my room the way it is. I mean I know where everything is)
2) THROW away old clothes. (usually i would just recycle them or donate them or reuse the fabric for other mending projects, but do I really even do any of the mending that is needed?)
3) SAVE any spare change I have. (I have a bad urge to spend any money lying around in my bag. Shopaholic? Obsessive Compulsive Disorder? I don't know)
4) DONATE to any charity of my choice. (well usually I donate to certain organizations. But nowadays, I donate to everything that I think deserves it! ^_^)

but will I ever do any of those things I should be doing? 70% of me says NO, while that 30% of me says maybe/yes. The more I think about it the more and more I become lazy and in the end not do anything.