Thursday, November 6, 2008

YEAH!!! for now.....

yes! yes! i'm done with midterms!!!! and my mid-papers!!!

so free for now tho......

watch...now my professors are going to give me another two papers that's due in like two weeks...

Arghhhhhh....i hate writing papers when you have no interest in the topic at all....i'm having procrastinationisis.....^_^ anyways whatever....this is life.....-_-''''

Saturday, September 6, 2008

depression?

i felt really down a few weeks before....but now i'm fine again....is this supposed to happen?

i felt like nothing was right and wanted to die right there and then.....is depression a random thing or is it builted up by many different reasons....?

it's like i wanted to die but afraid of losing some people....then i don't feel like doing anything at all....i really want to burst out and yell....i want to let go of all the stress i have....

does anybody have any suggestion at all?....where can i go to relieve my stress but at the same time it won't show out that ur trying to let everything out?....to keep everything to urself and release it silently where no one would notice?......any suggestions? any ideas? -_-''''

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

busy busy busy...too much work...

i'm really tired.....but i still got so much work to do...grading homework/classwork....cleaning up my room....getting ready for my grandma's b-day party....thinking up a gift for her.....ready the prizes for the kids......making a plan to try and see if i can get an air conditioner in my room....(it's so hot every night i have to wake up twice just to switch the fan's position)...

busy busy busy....and in the mean time still thinking about where to go for my 10 day vacation after summer work is over.....when my family bbq is....where it will be held....when a group of us is going to six flags/dorney park/hershey park....

i bet everyone else is busy....not there's anything to be sad about...just the thought that august is coming...and july is ending, saddens me cause i noe by the end of the month, i will be back in skool.....falling asleep in class....trying not to procrastinate.....and even better (sarcastically)...i have to travel back anf forth form home to skool and skool to home in a total of 4 hours....2 hours each way.. (that's if there's express train or bus)....

well guess i have to take a shower now..then come back and finish grading papers and writing answer keys for the next 2 hours if possible...then wake up in the morning and grabbing a cup of caramel latte in DD...and trying to stay awake as long as i can...^_^

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Success

success...the street fair i had talked about was a success...we made some money....^_^

right now my schedule would be:

mon - thrus: work from 9 - 5
swimming from 6 - 7

fri - my day off

sat - work from 9 - 5

sun - street fair stand if needed...^_^

neways...just checking out if this works....neways if anybody is interested in known when the street fairs are or when then just email me a msg or leave a comment here...^_^

Monday, July 7, 2008

curiousity

very curious about this blogging thing everybody is doing. i only blog on xanga b4 and that's about it. some friends recommended me to get a new blogging website and refer me to here.

haha...i can see that my layout is normal and nothing new to it but sooner or later i will change it once i get the hang of things....^_^

anyways, there's going to be a street fair on july 13, 2008 Manhattan, NY on Madison Ave. between 42nd st and 57th st. Time is about 10:00am to around 6:00pm, if you're around that area, come take a look...^_^

my relative is going to be putting up a stand and selling jewerly! i love all the pieces of jewelery just hanging on the hooks or the bracelets on the tables...so nice! i brought one necklace from them and it's so nice and simple looking...
(i'll post up pics of the jewerly asap when i get my camera to work again)

oh and if you happen to stop by and looked around and left but wanted something from their stand, you can contact me here or just email me on gmail which of course is located on the top of the page....

anyways it's getting late here....11:32pm...only about 7 1/2 to 8 hours till work again....HeLp! ^_~