Another Year Passed...

So it's nearly a week after my b-day...:sigh: another year passed, another year older. I can't believe great grandma is not here with us this year for Christmas nor to celebrate her birthday. She did live well through to her 100's. I miss her already. Every year this time, all of us would go and celebrate her b-day all as a family. Rest in peace 'Bak Bak' great grandma.

I seem to be so out of it these days. I feel that I'm wasting my life away little by little. I don't know why, but I seem to like not being at work or at school for that matter. But then again, it feels like I have accomplish nothing. I need to find something that I can make a living out of and of course find something to do in the mean time. I mean, how is it that people like me have no life, no boyfriend, and of course no money.

I seriously wish that the world doesn't need money in order to do things we want. I would so go over to the other side of the world and stay there for a year before moving on to another place. But in reality, you need money to do that. And in my current situation, I have no money.

So Christmas is coming and the New Year is just around the corner. I hope that this Christmas will be a memorable one. I hope that a new year will mean a new beginning for me. The one with the right path and all.

Stressed Autumn

I don't know what's going on this year. Everyone is either sick or not here anymore. I did not know that stepping into the autumn season would bring so much trouble and stress.

Today my aunt was really dizzy and she was vomiting. My uncle suspected Vertigo (耳水不平衡), a kind of dizziness associated with vomiting and nausea. We went to the doctor and the doctor asked us alot of questions regarding about this. He asked why didn't we send her to the hospital. We never thought it would be that serious. He said because she had a minor stroke this past august, she has another possibility of having another one.
But the doctor helped my aunt by having her take a shot to help relieve her of dizziness.
Okay so that's that and what continues is just going to buy the medicine and stuff.

Second thing, Today there was a kid that has really bad self-control. He ran away from the class and to his cousin's house. This is not acceptable for a sixth grader. I was really scared, and had to find whoever is in charge of the boy. For now, everything seems okay, but still stressed from the kids! -_-

Graduation, Summer Job, What after?

So after graduation, what do you do?

I found a summer job in Brooklyn as a supervisor. I guess it's okay so far, but the stress of having to plan and confirming all trips, performances, activities isn't as easy as it is. I love my volunteers though. I love all the little kids and they make me smile even when i'm not feeling well.

So what happens after the summer? I don't even know......^_^

anything goes....

oh well the semester went by really fast...it's almost done and i'm here anticipating what will happen once i graduate...i've never had this feeling of leaving something that i hate and like so much...me of course like any other dun like the fact of going to class but at the same time going to miss the friends i made and my hands-on projects for ceramic/sculpture class...^_^

you think i should invest in a wheel and kiln? i just know that the cost will be over $1000! which of course i dun have the money for....but oh wellz....rite now i have to concentrate on graduating and finding a job! if any of you out there has a job available...let me know! ^_~

here are some pics i manage to upload!



yes and it's all from shanghai!!!! ^_^

time flies by really fast....

could you believe it? time has gone by so much...i never thought the day would come as i admit that i'm getting old...haha... :)

yeah so much has happened...i went to Shanghai for winter break as i said in my last post like 3 months ago..^_^ it was so much fun. i really didn't want to come back.

i really wished things would go back to the ways it was...i really do...nothing can change that and time can't go back...i really do wish that everything would go back to being normal i just hate everything right now.

sigh...